urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:of_providence but for lack of providence andrew brisch08@newpaltz.edu andrew 2008-12-27T06:49:39Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:of_providence:86695 of_providence @ 2008-12-27T01:45:00 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2008-12-27T06:49:39Z fuck this, fuck this, fuck this. how do things just disappear, why do things never line up, how do you not call someone after feeling so much and learning so much and believing in it so much, and how on earth did i do this to him twice before.<br /><br />i hate this i hate this i hate this.